"I'm not enough" energy

"Teach Me/I'm Not Enough"

Our choices are speaking to us through how we feel.  I'm feeling that my choice of attending certain groups is not serving my best interest.  I'm feeling that if I have to listen to one more someone, or many someones, offering something to assist us I just might scream.  While the intention comes from a good place, I'm over it.  That's just me.  But could it be you too?

It's a balance worth creating; working on oneself and being joyful.

For example, I've noticed I've been sliding out of balance.  I've been frequenting women's groups and networking events.  The upside is I'm meeting some very nice people.  The downside is I'm surrounded by women striving to be more and being spoken to by women wanting to teach us to be our best (better) selves.  More financially successful, more skilled, more better at something.  You may wonder if there's a problem with that?  Well, frankly, yes!

Because I'm sitting smack dab in the middle of "I'm Not Enough" energy and I FEEL anything but empowered.  I FEEL yucky.  And, surprisingly my growth feels stunted not expansive.