Funny, just a few days after my recent success, I do a small face plant.
I did ask for more experiences where I could practice and I received it quickly. And it is a practice. A practice of looking at myself. Sparing the small drama which is of no importance, I’ll just say there was no unconditional love or seeing as clear as I would like. This is a different relationship, also with years of history. Lots of recurring behaviors that will keep recurring until we both shift or at least one of us does. I really wanted to ace this but I can’t use just logic to get there. I think of my stuff as buried treasure inside me. When I find it and become clearer about it I can release what I can. And I uncover more of myself each time I release something I’m ready to let go of. When I experience myself differently than I do now, I know this relationship will change too. In the meantime, I’ll be asking my divine intuition for assistance in finding more of my buried treasure.